An Acorns Flash Fiction Feature
By: J. Nathan
Holly tiptoed across the carpeted observation corridor of the Ellerey while a dozen of her shipmates slept soundly. Stargazing—barefoot, in the middle of the night—was the only bit of happiness she’d found aboard the exploration vessel.
She’d signed up for adventure, and had yet to experience anything of the sort. The ship was pretty much idiot proof. As lead mechanic, Holly’s job consisted of routine maintenance and rebooting systems when they got glitchy.
Monotony, four years counting.
The Ellerey would orbit while the science team went planet-side, explored for a week, declare it void of life, and hastily moved on to the next rock. The pressure to be the first to discover something, anything, was palpable. Their data was sent back to base, naming each planet something obnoxious like Charlemagne, Agamemnon, or Odin—infecting the stars with their western hegemony.
Holly’d gone down with the team to their latest planet, Helena. Very unusual for a mechanic. The explorer’s scanners had been fritzing in the field but worked fine aboard the ship. Holly needed to see the problem firsthand to solve it.
The young explorer stared in wonder at the alien world around her, appreciating every second of it. Helena consisted of sparkling white sand dunes in a perpetual twilight. Beautiful, but bleak. No structures, no vegetation. Just vast loneliness.
“Mechanic,” Danton marched stiffly up to Holly. “This is exactly what I mean.”
The lead explorer thrust the scanner in Holly’s face. The power cells were so low they kept the device in a constant cycle of restart. The other two scientists waited at a distance—Mika smiling superciliously and Robbie scowling with annoyance.
Holly swallowed her frustration as she explained for the umpteenth time, “Remember that you have to keep the power blocks in the shielded cage until you land or they’ll be drained when you travel through the atmosphere.”
Danton nodded as if he knew the answer all along. “Brilliant. Do we, um…have any blocks in the cage?”
“I’ll take a look.” She jogged back to the shuttle, kicking up sparkly dirt with each step. It floated on the breeze lazily before settling down again. She giggled and felt a hint of joy. I’m going to be cleaning it out of my boots for weeks!
She grabbed fresh blocks, turned, and ran directly into the eternally positive Mika.
“Why don’t you just stay here in the shuttle, Mechanic? You’re not exactly trained for exploration. It would be safer for you.”
And Robbie, the incurious pedant, would freak if I discovered something before he did, Holly thought bitterly.
“Of course,” She attempted a stiff smile.
Mika took the blocks and squeezed her arm, “You really are a wonderful mechanic.”
Holly plopped down on the shuttle ramp and huffed. Being a ‘wonderful mechanic’ had screwed her. After her first year of service, she was supposed to go into explorer training, but she was told she was ‘just too good to move up.’ Now, she was stuck.
She produced a small vile from her pocket and filled it with sparkling sand. Another for her modest collection of planets she’d experienced firsthand. Meager and disappointing adventures, to be sure. She leaned her head back against the doorframe and felt a pleasant whoosh of warm air lift her hair from her face and rush into the shuttle. It smelt of cookies baking, maybe jasmine.
She gazed into the twilight above the glittering landscape and wished her life among the stars had panned out differently.
“Up and at ‘em, Mechanic,” Robbie knocked on the shuttle just above Holly’s head. She jerked awake, discombobulated with no memory of falling asleep.
“Any luck?” She asked even though she knew the answer.
“Afraid not,” Mika helped her to her feet. “That’s it for this planet. On to the next.”
“For how long?” Holly asked under her breath.
“For as long as it takes.” Danton scowled at her. Looks of disapproval met her all around and she felt small. She didn’t say another word on their flight back to the Ellerey.
“What am I doing here?” She asked her pajama-clad self in the glass. The girl who once dreamed of adventures in stardust stared back, eyes brimming with melancholy.
Then, a change.
Her reflected eyes shifted from sadness to wonderment. She recognized that look. She saw it in the mirror daily, four years ago. A bright, young girl off on an adventure of a lifetime.
Holly shook her head. The reflection did not. She suppressed a gasp as the reflection spoke but no sound could be heard. Holly touched the window, warm and textured—what glass should not be. Hummingbird-quick thoughts rushed through her mind.
You can see me! I never thought I’d discover it—you—life. I don’t know what to say. You can understand me, right? Wow, what am I supposed to do?
“Don’t ask me. I’m just the mechanic,” Holly’s voice quivered excitedly.
Her reflection’s eyes glistened with emotion. I’m just a wastrel looking for adventure.
“Do you live in my reflection?” Holly’s fingers buzzed with electricity.
It’s where we exist—in reflections and shadows.
“What do I call you?” Friendship bloomed for Holly.
Call?
“Do you have a name?”
What’s that?
“Names? Oh, they’re how my people claim their kin. A name says you belong. Have worth. It’s a promise…” Holly babbled, unable to stop herself. Four years of loneliness burned away like morning fog.
Will you name me? Can I stay?
Footsteps. Robbie’s perma-scowled face violated her peripheral vision.
“You shouldn’t be out of your quarters in such a state, Mechanic. Entirely unprofessional.” Repulsion intensified as his eyes wandered from her strawberry bear pajamas to her bare feet. The entity retreated. The glass turned cold and smooth under Holly’s fingertips. A protective urge warmed her heart.
“What are you doing out here anyway?” he asked when she remained silent.
Holly spoke without thinking, without a plan. Four years of low simmering defiance bubbled over. She tilted her chin willfully, and said, “Sleepwalking.”

About the Author:
J. Nathan is a speculative fiction writer living in the Pacific Northwest. She is greatly influenced by Ursula K. Le Guin and Shirley Jackson. You can usually find her out on a run through the woods or rambling about reading and writing on Bluesky @jamielnathan.bsky.social.
